there is something to this
that i can’t understand
how to love someone so much
but can’t help being a man
being a man so much and
wanting to try something new
flirting and lusting after each and
every new guy that passes through
hooking up online
while he is gone
having quick discreet sessions
before he comes home
washing several times a day
to cleanse my guilt burden soul
wondering if while i am here
he is out somewhere being so bold
but what am i to do especially when
he does not always come through
on giving me every single ounce
of his time and affection
i can blame him and
he can blame me
we can blame everyone of
our friends and chalk it up as jealousy
but still there is this something
that i will never ever understand
how i love him so damn much
but still wanna whore like a common man
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