there are times
when i wanna
dissolve back into
the earth
becoming
what i once was
then the son returns
with a smile
flowers bloom
in my heart
horses run wild in my pants
and god speaks to me
rain washes
away the filth of sadness
and loneliness is no longer alone
and for a moment
there is peace in my turbulent world, damn he is so
fine!
but temporary are all highs
and coming down
is like hugging porcelain pissy commodes proclaiming
to never get this drunk anymore
the sobering emptiness
awaiting a phone call
or the broken promise of a soon return
the disappointment
darkness
rain drops falling from my eyes
i dissolve into my own earthly sadness
and can only imagine if he’s
back with his girl.
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